THINKING
Thought about you a lot today (not Nicole). cant seem to get you out of my mind lately
what do I have to do to lead a normal life where I can be truly happy?
haven't felt truly happy in a long time.
Have been kicked out of tp cause i failed my exams. Its not that I want to fail or i dint study
so would appreciate it if people dint call me a failure. I am just tired of getting demoralized by the ones i call "friends". so much for standing by me through thick and thin. I don't know what friendship is anymore but wiki defines it as " a term used to denote co-operative and supportive behavior between two or more people." haven't felt supported much lately
"why on earth did you not study" is the most common remark
or "I told you to study right!". little do they know this is so degrading to me that there is no self worth anymore.
But can i disagree with them? not really cause before i say a word they have switched to another topic.
i don't belong anywhere. not in tp, not in wake boarding, not in church and not at home.
and why on earth have i fallen so hard for someone 5 years younger then myself who wants nothing to do with me?
its best i go to army for every ones sake. then ill Be out of their hair faster cause once I'm on that plane to aus I'm not coming back.
Name:Leslie
Be closer to God♥
Age: 20
If you know me you will know this info
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Msn:Razgriz
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..::Top 3 favorite songs::..
I can only imagine(mercy me)
Blurry(puddle of mud)
High(lighthouse family)
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..::My best friend::..
Keith
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...::+My Favorite Stores+::...
OF Mice And Men
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==**Can't live with out**==
¤God
¤Family
¤Friends
¤Music
¤Love of friends and family
¤♥Passion for Jesus Christ♥
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{♫}My Wishlist{♫}
Love and care from others
Be less Emo
more friends(more friends is aways good)
Quote: We guard out hearts preciously and give it away so cautiously, Some hearts are crystal among glass and shatter ever so beautifully
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THINKING
Thought about you a lot today (not Nicole). cant seem to get you out of my mind lately
what do I have to do to lead a normal life where I can be truly happy?
haven't felt truly happy in a long time.
Have been kicked out of tp cause i failed my exams. Its not that I want to fail or i dint study
so would appreciate it if people dint call me a failure. I am just tired of getting demoralized by the ones i call "friends". so much for standing by me through thick and thin. I don't know what friendship is anymore but wiki defines it as " a term used to denote co-operative and supportive behavior between two or more people." haven't felt supported much lately
"why on earth did you not study" is the most common remark
or "I told you to study right!". little do they know this is so degrading to me that there is no self worth anymore.
But can i disagree with them? not really cause before i say a word they have switched to another topic.
i don't belong anywhere. not in tp, not in wake boarding, not in church and not at home.
and why on earth have i fallen so hard for someone 5 years younger then myself who wants nothing to do with me?
its best i go to army for every ones sake. then ill Be out of their hair faster cause once I'm on that plane to aus I'm not coming back.