What can I say other then I hate my life. I don't hate the fact that I'm alive but what Ive done to make it this way.
What on earth am I talking bout you may ask.
I don't like the fact that I can see my friends slipping through my fingers and theres not a single thing I can do to stop it.
I dont like the fact that I had to study just so I don't have to think of a particular person.
I hate the fact that I have gone pass the Emo stage and now am in depression (which a friend confirmed last night)
I hate the fact that I am forced to make very drastic changes just so that I don't loose every one that I hold dear to.
I make very rash decisions nowadays for example , I have decided to opp for NDU when I enter N.S. what is that you may ask, it stands for the Navel Diving Unit. The training is similar to the U.S. navy seals. they push you to the limit and further. they are the only lot of n.s men to still receive "hell week" where you have training for 72 hours followed by 4 hours sleep and then another 72 hours training. It is a choice that I have made just so that i will aways be active and not let thought of mine drift. Its when they drift thats when i become depressed.
why do you think i am in so many activities such as wake boarding, photography, public speaking and leading a group of sec 2's on Sunday. its all done so i can be kept active and not drift off to nothingness
all I hope now is that i have made the right choice.
Name:Leslie
Be closer to God♥
Age: 20
If you know me you will know this info
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Msn:Razgriz
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..::Top 3 favorite songs::..
I can only imagine(mercy me)
Blurry(puddle of mud)
High(lighthouse family)
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..::My best friend::..
Keith
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...::+My Favorite Stores+::...
OF Mice And Men
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==**Can't live with out**==
¤God
¤Family
¤Friends
¤Music
¤Love of friends and family
¤♥Passion for Jesus Christ♥
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{♫}My Wishlist{♫}
Love and care from others
Be less Emo
more friends(more friends is aways good)
Quote: We guard out hearts preciously and give it away so cautiously, Some hearts are crystal among glass and shatter ever so beautifully
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What can I say other then I hate my life. I don't hate the fact that I'm alive but what Ive done to make it this way.
What on earth am I talking bout you may ask.
I don't like the fact that I can see my friends slipping through my fingers and theres not a single thing I can do to stop it.
I dont like the fact that I had to study just so I don't have to think of a particular person.
I hate the fact that I have gone pass the Emo stage and now am in depression (which a friend confirmed last night)
I hate the fact that I am forced to make very drastic changes just so that I don't loose every one that I hold dear to.
I make very rash decisions nowadays for example , I have decided to opp for NDU when I enter N.S. what is that you may ask, it stands for the Navel Diving Unit. The training is similar to the U.S. navy seals. they push you to the limit and further. they are the only lot of n.s men to still receive "hell week" where you have training for 72 hours followed by 4 hours sleep and then another 72 hours training. It is a choice that I have made just so that i will aways be active and not let thought of mine drift. Its when they drift thats when i become depressed.
why do you think i am in so many activities such as wake boarding, photography, public speaking and leading a group of sec 2's on Sunday. its all done so i can be kept active and not drift off to nothingness
all I hope now is that i have made the right choice.