"EMO" For those that know me well, you probably know why Ive been "emo" for the past few weeksToday was no different, if anything today was worst of allCan you imagine the girl of your dreams is sitting right in front of you and you cant do anything about it. You can try and ignore the fact and carry on eating lunch but yet again there is this longing to be able to say something that does not make you sound like a total idiot.Small talk as it is called is extremely hard to do when your words become slurred and you are trying your best to sound as if nothing is bothering you.It does not help when you know that girls can pick up on these little things which guys just brush off.I went latter from Changi airport to Tampines on bus 34 excuse I gave was that I had to buy someone a present but in actual fact was that i wanted a tiny bit more time with herTo know that she would be flying off 4 hours later was a heart breaker, I just knew I would not be able to take the fact of her flying off. Its like I would be worst off.So at Tampines I got off at the stadium and walked with her to the traffic lights before we split directions. I latter walked to the bus interchange and took bus 10 home.Came home i quickly went to my room and tried to nap so it would waste the time awayI woke up at the oddest time. I woke up at 7.15 pm and later on found out that she left at 7.16pm due to some flight delayWhat on earth had I woken up at that time forWas I meant to say good bye?You know the only thing that kept my mind off this would be my recklessness of mine last night while exploring the old changi hospital and how actually even though i wanted to see "something" there was nothing to be seen excpt an old buildingthe grave yard was windy even though the trees dint move and the nurses quarters had a strong smell of medicine and felt like the air con was on but all windows were smashed and doors were missing.Oh wait I did see the guard's dog which many have been chased by but actually neither dog or guard exist. I saw the dog on the second story while i was on the third. Ran down to find it but somehow it was not there.Was searching high and low for the guard but also could not find himat least i manged to use that to distract me most of today when ever i thought of her.Wonder what ill have to think of tomorow?
Name:Leslie
Be closer to God♥
Age: 20
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Msn:Razgriz
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..::Top 3 favorite songs::..
I can only imagine(mercy me)
Blurry(puddle of mud)
High(lighthouse family)
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..::My best friend::..
Keith
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...::+My Favorite Stores+::...
OF Mice And Men
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==**Can't live with out**==
¤God
¤Family
¤Friends
¤Music
¤Love of friends and family
¤♥Passion for Jesus Christ♥
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{♫}My Wishlist{♫}
Love and care from others
Be less Emo
more friends(more friends is aways good)
Quote: We guard out hearts preciously and give it away so cautiously, Some hearts are crystal among glass and shatter ever so beautifully
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"EMO" For those that know me well, you probably know why Ive been "emo" for the past few weeksToday was no different, if anything today was worst of allCan you imagine the girl of your dreams is sitting right in front of you and you cant do anything about it. You can try and ignore the fact and carry on eating lunch but yet again there is this longing to be able to say something that does not make you sound like a total idiot.Small talk as it is called is extremely hard to do when your words become slurred and you are trying your best to sound as if nothing is bothering you.It does not help when you know that girls can pick up on these little things which guys just brush off.I went latter from Changi airport to Tampines on bus 34 excuse I gave was that I had to buy someone a present but in actual fact was that i wanted a tiny bit more time with herTo know that she would be flying off 4 hours later was a heart breaker, I just knew I would not be able to take the fact of her flying off. Its like I would be worst off.So at Tampines I got off at the stadium and walked with her to the traffic lights before we split directions. I latter walked to the bus interchange and took bus 10 home.Came home i quickly went to my room and tried to nap so it would waste the time awayI woke up at the oddest time. I woke up at 7.15 pm and later on found out that she left at 7.16pm due to some flight delayWhat on earth had I woken up at that time forWas I meant to say good bye?You know the only thing that kept my mind off this would be my recklessness of mine last night while exploring the old changi hospital and how actually even though i wanted to see "something" there was nothing to be seen excpt an old buildingthe grave yard was windy even though the trees dint move and the nurses quarters had a strong smell of medicine and felt like the air con was on but all windows were smashed and doors were missing.Oh wait I did see the guard's dog which many have been chased by but actually neither dog or guard exist. I saw the dog on the second story while i was on the third. Ran down to find it but somehow it was not there.Was searching high and low for the guard but also could not find himat least i manged to use that to distract me most of today when ever i thought of her.Wonder what ill have to think of tomorow?