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Sunday, July 01, 2007

Email
Ok I do admit my past 3 post have been rather emo(some say "rather" is an understatement)
Anyway, It was about this girl i had a huge crush on("huge" is an understatement)
Ok back to point. I being the dumb one as usual sent her an email after I got rejected, became friends again(she made me promise her if I wanted to be her friend, I could not like her)
and on top of that, to the point of it not ever happening
but silly and dumb me had to send an email to her.
Here it is.

Dear ******,
I don't know how to put this but I feel we cant be friends. In all my life I have not broken a promise I have made to anyone, but i feel I'm about to. You made me promise that I cannot like you if I want to be friends with you. I feel I cant and am truly sorry that I have failed you and don't want to go back on my word especially to you. That is why this will be the last time you hear from me, at least till I can regain control over my emotions. Maybe God planed things this way, where all you were placed in my life for was to draw me closer to Him.I don't know but all i can say is that I hope that you will have a bright future ahead and a smooth sailing life. Knowing that you are happy will keep me going and focus. I never thought Ill be saying this but this maybe my final goodbye, but I leave you with something I wrote

The thing that I must find
That I must seek
Is more then a hug
Or a kiss on the cheek

It may take a long time
Maybe a year
Days will go by
But I must not fear

For one day soon
Ill look back in the past
And remember the day
I found true love at last.

♥It's my life♥
::9:53:00 PM::


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