Today Today was one of the most trying days I've had thus by far.The kids were alright to look after although I was more worried that they get injured or lost then they were.Came back to church and was super lethargic about doing anything and just wanted to sit down and stone. Got up to talk to Andrew for a while and when I was returning to the table, who should I see standing there but *******. My body went stiff, adrilin rushed trough my veins and my lips went pale. I did a 180 and got out of there as soon as possible, tears welded up in my eyes as feelings and emotions came flooding back, as if some one had kept them behind a dam and now had open the doors fully. I walked calmly back to the table although I felt I left my insides behind. Why did I bother staying in church for the service to end when I could not attend it anyway?Would it have been better if I dint see her?If these feelings I have are not from God, why does He not take them away.Is it my falt things turned out this way?Where did I go wrong?
Name:Leslie
Be closer to God♥
Age: 20
If you know me you will know this info
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Msn:Razgriz
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..::Top 3 favorite songs::..
I can only imagine(mercy me)
Blurry(puddle of mud)
High(lighthouse family)
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..::My best friend::..
Keith
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...::+My Favorite Stores+::...
OF Mice And Men
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==**Can't live with out**==
¤God
¤Family
¤Friends
¤Music
¤Love of friends and family
¤♥Passion for Jesus Christ♥
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{♫}My Wishlist{♫}
Love and care from others
Be less Emo
more friends(more friends is aways good)
Quote: We guard out hearts preciously and give it away so cautiously, Some hearts are crystal among glass and shatter ever so beautifully
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Today Today was one of the most trying days I've had thus by far.The kids were alright to look after although I was more worried that they get injured or lost then they were.Came back to church and was super lethargic about doing anything and just wanted to sit down and stone. Got up to talk to Andrew for a while and when I was returning to the table, who should I see standing there but *******. My body went stiff, adrilin rushed trough my veins and my lips went pale. I did a 180 and got out of there as soon as possible, tears welded up in my eyes as feelings and emotions came flooding back, as if some one had kept them behind a dam and now had open the doors fully. I walked calmly back to the table although I felt I left my insides behind. Why did I bother staying in church for the service to end when I could not attend it anyway?Would it have been better if I dint see her?If these feelings I have are not from God, why does He not take them away.Is it my falt things turned out this way?Where did I go wrong?